i kind of forget how to write a new entry here..

argh, i can't sleep..

what can i do??

cant stop thinking of the things i dont want to think of..

oh god...

the last entry was written when i had juz finished mid-term..

hahahaa

so..

now i hope i can manage my time better

and can focus more on my studies..

i dont care how incremental my improvement is

as long as there is..

it will be fine..

thank god

i think  i have to work very hard since now...

i havent studied anything after the mid-term,

given the fact that i did pretty badly in them..

the situation is so bad

that i have to make full use of every weeked,

otherwise, i'll regret for the rest of my life

i'm fucking tired...

i miss QC!!!!!

went to the U team try out..

indeed competitive..

only choose 4 or 5 out of 30 or 40..

anyway, it's cool to be picked to play the 2nd try out..

though, i actually didnt know wtf i was doing..

expect having stupid turn overs..

i now even think it's so  cool to have chance to juz train wif them..